Sing Backwards and Weep: A Memoir (Hardcover)
This is a rock memoir of very hard living, addiction and violence, constant anger and shame. It's so well-written that it suspends some obvious questions about Mark Lanegan's life and choices; questions he himself turns out to have been asking his whole life. Lanegan, vocalist for Screaming Trees, eventually had a successful and high-quality solo career (look into it!). SING BACKWARDS AND WEEP can't be said to be an unflinching biography - he flinches often and with good reason. I flinched a few times reading it. By the end of the book, he has pulled his life together and faced his old self. My only regret is that the book ends where his personal troubles got better, neglecting most of his solo years.— Matt
-Nick Cave, author of The Sick Bag Song and The Death of Bunny Munro
When Mark Lanegan first arrived in Seattle in the mid-1980s, he was just "an arrogant, self-loathing redneck waster seeking transformation through rock 'n' roll." Little did he know that within less than a decade, he would rise to fame as the front man of the Screaming Trees, then fall from grace as a low-level crack dealer and a homeless heroin addict, all the while watching some of his closest friends rocket to the forefront of popular music.
In Sing Backwards and Weep, Lanegan takes readers back to the sinister, needle-ridden streets of Seattle, to an alternative music scene that was simultaneously bursting with creativity and dripping with drugs. He tracks the tumultuous rise and fall of the Screaming Trees, from a brawling, acid-rock bar band to world-famous festival favorites that scored a hit #5 single on Billboard's Alternative charts and landed a notorious performance on David Letterman, where Lanegan appeared sporting a fresh black eye from a brawl the night before. This book also dives into Lanegan's personal struggles with addiction, culminating in homelessness, petty crime, and the tragic deaths of his closest friends. From the back of the van to the front of the bar, from the hotel room to the emergency room, onstage, backstage, and everywhere in between, Sing Backwards and Weep reveals the abrasive underlining beneath one of the most romanticized decades in rock history-from a survivor who lived to tell the tale.
Gritty, gripping, and unflinchingly raw, Sing Backwards and Weep is a book about more than just an extraordinary singer who watched his dreams catch fire and incinerate the ground beneath his feet. Instead, it's about a man who learned how to drag himself from the wreckage, dust off the ashes, and keep living and creating.
About the Author
Mark Lanegan released his first solo album, The Winding Sheet, in 1990. His most recent album is Somebody's Knocking. His singular body of work encompasses dozens of albums both solo and collaborative. He lives in Los Angeles.
"The artist's journey to find one's true voice can travel
some very dark roads; addiction, violence, poverty, and soul-crushing
alienation have taken the last breath of many I have called friend. Mark
Lanegan dragged his scuffed boots down all of those bleak byways for years,
managed to survive, and in the process created an astonishing body of work. Sing
Backwards and Weep exquisitely details that harrowing trip into the heart
of his particular darkness. Brutally honest, yet written without a molecule of
self-pity, Lanegan paints an introspective picture of genius birthing itself on
the razor's edge between beauty and annihilation. Like a Monet stabbed with a
rusty switchblade, Sing Backwards and Weep is breathtaking to behold but
hurts to see. I could not put this book down."—D. Randall Blythe, author of Dark Days and lead vocalist of Lamb of God
you ever wondered how Mark Lanegan's music came to blossom, here's a taste of
the dark dirt that fertilized it. But saying that, or something like it, feels
irresponsible, almost like saying 'If you want to make great, soul-shattering
art, traumatize yourself to the limit and beyond' ... Sing Backwards and
Weep is gnarly, naked, and true."—Michael C. Hall of Dexter and Six Feet Under
"Harrowing, edgy, tense, and hypnotic. A very truthful,
sobering account of what it's like in the throes of addiction, with shades of
Bukowski, Burroughs, and Hunter S. Thompson."—Gerard Johnson, director and writer of Tony, Hyena, and Muscle
"Some books amuse you, some intrigue you, and some-they don't
come along often-like Mark Lanegan's Sing Backwards and Weep, squeeze
you by the throat and drag you down the back stairs of the author's soul and
blast you till you see what he's seen and feel what he's felt. Mark Lanegan
spares no detail of the toxic and maniacal things he's done and had done to
him, nor of the glorious, weird beauty he walked out with on the other
side. You can't look and you can't look away. This is my kind of book.
Fucked-up, full of heart, and hard-core as a shot of battery acid in the eye."—Jerry Stahl, author of Permanent Midnight, I, Fatty, and Happy Mutant Baby Pills
"A no holds barred memoir of uncompromising
honesty. All of the usual suspects are here-sex, drugs, rock and roll-and if
that were all, it would be compelling enough on the strength of Lanegan's
writing and the setting of 80's and 90's Seattle, a near mythical time and
place in music history. But what elevates Sing Backwards and Weep above
the pack is the window into Lanegan's development as an artist, from his first
musical influences to the singular singer and songwriter we see today. He
seamlessly weaves that storyline into the more conventional rock memoir fabric
and the results are outstanding."—Tom Hansen, author of American Junkie and This Is What We Do
"Sing Backwards and Weep is powerfully written and brutally, frighteningly honest. First thought that came to my mind was, 'Mark Lanegan gives the term bad boy a whole new meaning.' These are gritty, wild tales of hardcore drugs, sex, and grunge. But this is also the story of a soulful artist who refused the darkness when it tried to swallow him whole. And who found redemption through grace and the power of his unique and brilliant music. Finally, the song becomes truth. And the truth becomes song."—Lucinda Williams
"A stunning tally of the sacrifices that sex, drugs, and rock 'n' roll demand of its mortal instruments."—Kirkus Reviews
"It's a hell of a read. All-consuming, even. Be warned."—Louder Than War
"In a gritty new memoir, Sing Backwards and Weep, Lanegan offers an unflinching look at his shadowy past, stretching from childhood up until the death of his friend Staley in 2002. The book reads like a debauched Bukowski novel, as Lanegan drifts from sin to sin, cursing those who held him back from music, drugs, and hookups, and recounting grisly tales about his famous friends."—Rolling Stone
"A dark, gripping and compelling piece of work."—Guerrilla Candy
"Rather astonishing... [it] reads kind of like the grunge-scene Andy Warhol Diaries: check the index, and there's probably a great story about your favorite artist."—Minnesota Public Radio, "The Current"
"MARK LANEGAN'S AUTOBIOGRAPHY IS THE MOST RAW AND BRUTAL ROCK MEMOIR EVER WRITTEN... [This book is] one of the most unflinching memoirs in the history of music writing."—Kerrang!
"[Sing Backwards and Weep] unflinchingly tells the musician's hardscrabble story."—SPIN
"[A]n extraordinary snapshot of the reality lower down the totem pole.... one of the most compelling accounts of squalor and misery ever committed to paper. In comparison, Bukowski at his most fevered reads like Somerset Maugham."—New Statesman
"[A] fearsome and brutal new autobiography."—Washington Post